The first steps into denial are always the hardest. You have no reference other than your past release whenever you pleased. Each minute of denial is a new world. Your first tease gets your heart hammering. Your first edge brings you to your knees. Then it just keeps going.
He would not have locked you into your belt if he had not known that part of you wanted it. You would not have clicked it shut if part of you had not wanted it too, even if you did not know consciously what it was.
The spiraling desire you have felt today is just the first taste of the heights you will reach.
He cares for you too much to release you now.
These first moments are the most precious. And imagine, you only have to wait for your first release until...
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ReplyDeleteThe first steps into denial are always the hardest. You have no reference other than your past release whenever you pleased. Each minute of denial is a new world. Your first tease gets your heart hammering. Your first edge brings you to your knees. Then it just keeps going.
He would not have locked you into your belt if he had not known that part of you wanted it. You would not have clicked it shut if part of you had not wanted it too, even if you did not know consciously what it was.
The spiraling desire you have felt today is just the first taste of the heights you will reach.
He cares for you too much to release you now.
These first moments are the most precious. And imagine, you only have to wait for your first release until...
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